Im Cassiopeia

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Hello humans!
I feel like a blog is very useful at tracking back time so I want to blog on special dates for future reference! Hehe


04 Dec 2011
A day that bff & I finally had our wish came true. Yes finally, a wish since 5 years ago.
That is to be able to meet our teenage idol, DBSK(TVXQ). We finally had met every member as of 04 Dec 2011!
We first met JYJ on 16 Oct 2010, that was our 2nd time meeting Junsu & my first time meeting Jaejoong.
I saw from one of my 2006 blog entries that 'im highly addicted to kpop' xD (I was only 15 years old T_T) That was 5 years ago, when kpop was 'wtfuckery' to most people. Shinhwa & DBSK are probably the bigger names known in kpop back then.
DBSK was'nt exactly the band that brought me into kpop. Oh yes it was Super Junior kekekeke.
They just debuted back then, with U, the song where they settled with 13 members. I was a fan of Kim Kibum.. but he kinda left SJ after Dont Don.. They collaborated a christmas song with DBSK, that was when DBSK started to convert me into a Cassiopeia by storm.
Kpop was so big and different and I had so much fun exploring it everyday, my fandom grew as I buy their cds, dvds, photobooks etc..

I came across this lightstick with the most beautiful pearl red colour on an online shop so I bought it. I still remember I thought to myself that one day I will be able to use it when I can meet our DBSK oppars xD Well, I didnt even think much if that day will ever come. But look, I've stayed as a Cassiopeia for 5years alr!

Not being able to see & hear DBSK LIVE as 5 before was my biggest biggest biggest regret. The nearest they had ever came was Malaysia. I was still a poor schooling kid -_- I didnt even have enough money to pay for a concert, let alone travelling out of country to catch their concert.
After waiting for ~3years, the most devastiating and unbelievable news broke out. Probably none of the Cassies see this coming so soon. Devastated is an understatement.
Too many news were speculating around the net from all different point of views. I was so tired of all the crap that I stopped reading them gradually and as the day goes by.. I was no longer updating myself w the 5 members.

But the kpop fangirl in me didnt die -_-
Kpop took over Asia all of a sudden in 2010, with obvious popularity of Wonder Girls' Nobody & SJ's Sorry Sorry. Suddenly, all the kpop acts started to come to Singapore 1 by 1.
To the point that MAMA actually happened in Singapore, a week ago. MAMA was known as MKMF a few years back, the awards show arent like this in the past..
Blindly fell for someone in a rookie band and just nice they came to Singapore not long after..
He sure was the nicest, I kinda had everything a fangirl ever wanted from their idol.
But I've never thought that there wld be a difference being a Cassiopeia & ZE:A's until recently.

I stayed by DBSK without any condition, I dont even need any fanservice and I am willing to be a Cassie for as long as I could.
I liked ZE:A because of....
after a year of not meeting, not doing anything with them, I kinda get frustrated being in this fandom already. I know this sounds really horrible but its just a fact. Think about your own fandom & you might understand what I am trying to say. They are different.


We are Cassies~! 동방신기 a group I spent half of my teens idolizing & will definitely not spend another 5 years on another group. When a day comes where I can finally walk out of everything, I will still wait for the day the 5 members can reunite together again & I'll tell everyone around me that my favourite group has finally got back together. Because I am always proud to be a Cassiopeia, being a very tiny portion in the big Red Sea.

To Homin,
really thank you for staying in SM, protecting the name 동방신기, yes such a beautiful name, Gods rising from the East. Thank you for protecting all the DB5K songs & performing them for us ystd. Yes it was not easy to watch just two members performing them but it must be 100 times harder for you two to perform it without the trio. Really thank you.
Yunho, thank you for thanking Singaporean Cassies again & again stressing about the long wait for DBSK ystd. It still feels surreal ^-^ Yes 동방신기 finally came to SG, a wish came true!
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